Josh "<0|\||\|13" Conover

hey

well its this weekend has been HELL. i had to move out of my dads house cuz the house sold and we were only renting it and the only way my dad is going to save anymoney it to move back in with his mom. but theres not enough room for me up there so i had to move in with my grandparents for 4 to 5 months untill my dad saves up money to buy a house or somthing like that just so we dont have to rent anymore. but yea so i was packing here and there all last week for this last weekend and well yea friday we didnt do anything really just i when to hang out with kyle after i worked cuz we did have skool and i was there for like 2 to 3 hours doing NOTHING so i left cuz i felt like i want to talk to someone more than sit there and i got to talk to her so it was cool :). i whent to bed eirly that night and woke up and started packing everything up and i loaded my car up full of my shit and broght it up to my grandparents house and me and my dad had to move somestuff out of my room that was in here. then we whent and ate lunch made a trip up to my other grandmas house to bring my dads bed up there just so he wouldnt have to worrie about it the next day. we whent and got the moveing truck and loaded a few of the big hard things into it and that was all for that day. but then i had been planing all week to go to someones house that night and i got the okay to go. i whent to her house at around o 7ish and i got to know her and found out shes REALLY cool :). (yes i like her alot shut up leave me alone). yea i left her house around o 2 in the moring lol. but i had fun i hope she did too. well then i got up at like o 9ish on sunday to start to move and well yea it was a kick my ass day all i did was work work work and my back really hurt and im still in alot of pain just from everything i lifted sunday. i whent to bed erily last night cuz i have to work all this week and it was quite hard to get up this moring but i did. i whent to work got home from work around 6ish so i couldnt go to karate but then i still had alot to do around here but o well they can live with out me for one night. but anyways thats about all thats going on in my life. idk when im going to be TOLD to update again but im hoping no time soon :p lol j/k.

later

hey

well me and kyle were talking the other night and i thought of doing this and he told me i could. yea bad mistake he he he

hey

well me and kyle were talking the other night and i thought of doing this and he told me i could. yea bad mistake he he he

kyle cripes priorite list

1. make out with dianna
2. get a craetive zin
3. tell people to fuck off
4. make out with dianna somemore
5. kill josh
6. kill brady
7. make out with her again
8. kill payton for being a dumb ass
9. make out somemore while pissing someone off
10. after makeing out creat a suiside chain
11. make out with dianna again just for even more fun

if any one reads this and knows who i am talking about then DONT tell her about this plz but i thought it would be funny to put up.

hey

well yesterday was a really long day and i just feel like saying what happened. well i woke up at like 7:30 on a saterday to go get my grandpa to go to the dmv witch took alot shorter then i would of thought we had to changed the regerstation on my car finaly. so we got that taken care of then we when to go to the gas station to fill my car up witch was nice of my grandpa to do so im happy i have  full tank of gas now :). then to the post offic we went to and i called kyle cuz my grandpa wanted me to get one of my friends to help out in his yard so we could get more done. well lets just say that kyle is kinda lazy most of the time but he never gets any money so i thought i would be nice to have him work. so we went and picked him up and brought him up to the house to work. it was funny as hell. i lmfao the whole time. he said, "i thought i was going to die that first 30 mins." lol. it was funny but as he worked more and more it got better so now he as $40.00 now and hes happy that he has money that hes going to blow lol. and well after work i drove him to a job interveiw at artic circle. yea he got the job it will be funny to see that he as a job and will atcualy have to work alot. lol then i just kinda hung out with him the rest of the day and came home ate dinner then whent back to pick him up for this concered that was down at 3rd. st pizza. well i know kyle all to well and i figured that he didnt want to go cuz theres been someone on his mind ALOT lately but im not going to say. well he didnt go and i went and i met kyle L. and tomas there. there were 3 bands there, guru godess, moruning wood, and long cut. all the bands kicked ass and i was right there with them all night up front singing, moshing and head banging to them all. it was a bad ass concered and u all should of been there. and there were alot of hot girls there too so that was a positive thing. well i think im going to go eat somthing and then take a nap cuz i dont have anything planed for today and im glad cuz im in alot of pain from moshing last night.

hey

well after my last 2 entrys i have figured out that life is atucaly really good. after sunday night i wont have to deal with sertan peoples shit any more and i figured that out like today or yesterday and it made me feel good for what i did i dont regreat one thing i said and i probly should of said more but o well ill live. i know people are going to read this and think am an ass hole for what im saying but right now im in one of thoughs not careing modes and i like it when im this way i wish i could be this way more often. ;) well i have given up on most all younger girls for a LONG time maybe like a year younger but not 2 to 3 years im not going though all the shit i have gone though in the past 1 to 2 years because of it. sry to anyone who reads this and takes ofens to it but u know what i mean. im also glad i have most all things figured out in life right now that i need to. where im going to colleg a regular scedual of things to do, and i know nobodys ever will know what they want i life but i kinda know where im going in mine and i hope it turns out for the better. well im done rambleing on about basicaly nothing.

later

hey,

well i got both of the lost prophets cds yestday and ive been looking at there lyrics and it ecplanes alot of how im feeling so here are 3 of the songs lyrics that how i kinda feel about whats going on.

things are takeing a turn for the worst for me now

hey

well i decided to do this entry with out any names just cuz i think it may afend people or they just may think im being to obsessive. lol. but lately ive been noticeing how people will make me feel when im around them. some people just make me feel like shit always saying how much better they are at this and that then me. but for the most part i just ignor them and move on in life cuz i figure they can think what they want and if they are better then me good for them but they dont have to say somthing ever 2 seconds to me about it. then theres the people that make me feel like im the stupidest person on the face of the earth. like when i say somthing that i heard from someone else and then they just prove me wrong. but no they dont just stop there the keep going on and on about it untill i completly zone out and just dont lisson to them or walk away its one of the 2 sometimes but mainly both. lol. people that make me feel sad alot. well i am kinda a careing person when i want to be and i hate when people are mad at me. i say sry alot just cuz i dont want them to get mad at me cuz im the one being stupid. but then when they are mad at me my intire mood gets fucked up for like a few weeks its like im in a daze of some sort and i dont really know whats going on. but i get though it one way or another. but what i was really wrighting about is the people that make u feel good when ur around them. right now theres one person that i just get really happy when im around even if they are haveing a bad day idk y but i really like the feeling. it really britens my day when i see them even if its only like 2 times a day but thats just enough to keep thinking about them for the rest of the day. :) sry i know this is just one big ranble on and on and on if any of u have any questions on this just ask me u know how to get aholde of me one way or another.

hey

well thanks for wishing me luck but i didnt do anything that night but o well. anyways its been a crazy weekend for me friday was just really boring and i didnt do anything kyle came over but then i took him home cuz i think he was pissed for some reason then i sat at home the rest of the night and just talked to people and read that damn book. i never would of thought that i would get into a book so much. well today i got done with it actualy just a few min's ago, 734 pages in 3 weeks thats dang good for me the book is Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire. but anyways saterday was a LONG day. i got up at like 7am witch is really erily for me on a saterday. i got ready and i whent down to karate cuz i had to help out on a test. i was there for about and hour and a half then i whent to this guys house to help him move in. he just moved here he got a job at my church and my dad works for some people at the church and he had to go and move him down here thursday but anyways i whent there to help unload the truck and by the time i got there it was basicaly done. there was like almost 20 some people there which amazed me. but then i whent home after being there for like 20 to 30 min and i sat around and did nothing mainly read somemore and played some games but then around 2 me. my brother, my sister, and my dad all whent up to my dads moms house to celabrate my grandpas b-day. (well he passed away like 4 months ago but well most of u will understand what im geting at)i was up there we had a burn pile going just to burn some of the stuff lyeing around that was burnable. we where up there till about 6:30 and then we got home and i saw that some one called me and that they wanted me to come over to there house so i said yea. i told my dad i was going to kyles house kinda but i whent to her house insted and i was there untill around 1:30am lol we were hanging out with a bunch of people it was ALOT of fun for more than one reason but im not going into that. and well i got home and got like maybe 4 hours of sleep and then got up and when to church cuz im a good church boy. lol. i whent ot church today came home and then whent to get boxes from that guys house that we moved in cuz we needed some cuz me and my dad have to move again by the end of march witch sucks but theres nothing that we can do about it. :( o well. and well yea ive sat around talked to people and finished my book today that was it. im going to bed erily to night cuz i have to work tomarow witch sucks but o well ill live cuz i need money for gas. but anyways. thats about all i have to say and whant to say cuz if i said anymore people would start asking questions and i dont want that right now. but anyways and untill next time SOMEONE makes me do this...

later

and that SOMEONE knows who they are ;) :)

hey

i just want to say wish me luck cuz tonight im probly going to do something really stupid. no im not going to do anything to myself phyisicaly but i should be interesting cuz ive been thinking about doing it for the past few days and i think im just going to try and get it over with so wish me luck everyone im going to need it. :S

hey

well i just wanted to say happy v-day to all the couples out then and for u single people happy single awarness day. im right there with you i wish i wasnt but i am but i may not be soon but who knows im not saying any more.

later